‘Whatever decision you make in this time, it will haunt you in the time coming’, these are the words that my little brother verbalises to the thickest air. I often ask myself why do we have to govern our choice and consider about the next party or garnish your thoughts, through them you draw a picture of yourself; it was weird to me because I wanted to live my life and forget what the future holds for me. I wanted to do me and dance to every rhythm my heart plays.
That Sunday of the 1st of April, made me realise that the Lord in Heaven is still with me. My body was numb, and shaking involuntarily – and my eyes were watered with joy and pleased with powers of heaven. It was incredible what I had experienced that Sunday; I never knew that the spirit of the Lord can touch a person like me. Words cannot broadly explain the feeling I had encounter – it was overwhelming and empowering.
I testified of the Lord and about reading. Reading is close to my heart but since I have transferred from my previous school; I stopped being myself I tended to be a person I didn’t know – what I had enlisted myself in confused me. I focused on this that destroy me like porn, sleeping and lazing around – and it satisfy my immediate appetite but my soul was losing respect for myself – but that did not awaken me from this facade I appealed to.
I concluded that we as people are to be blamed for our turmoil and depression because Jesus Christ has given us a comforter. I saw that we all go through a stage that we are not proud of and through that we can receive our priced treasure. From now on I swear to put him first and that I will do my best not because it is mandatory but rather with love, as I leave this computer I will go and be the person I am meant to and try to increase my knowledge because whatever knowledge we attain from this life, we will rise with it in the resurrection. I plan to do what I want but with the guidance of the spirit and seek counsel from the Lord in all my daily doings. I plea to be proud of myself rather than taunting myself with this I could have done. I will be a doer rather than a speaker and stand as a witness of truth and style.
I will eat my mangos naked and not be ashamed of it, I will walk with pride as I indulge with my McFurry and see to that I have done what is required of me. I will shove my skinniness to every backbiting syndicate out there because it is what they deprive me of. I will be the smartest and make sure that they know me for what I am and not what they label me for. I am great and the whole world should know that but this will only start with me.
I testify that we are strong beyond doubt, and smarter than our possible imagination and that our Creator loves us. Let us use our skill that our father has bestowed upon us because if we do not use them, we will have to answer to the Grand Counsel in the end day.Whoever you are and whatever hemisphere you are from, today I tell you that you are special. Give yourself a hug because we all are and will always be loved. You are special and remember take every task by a fork and steak knife and enjoy it to its bitter end, for you will be rewarded in the end. This is my humble testimony, Amen.
Your Skinniest Scientist
Dr. Skinny’Scientist ph.D