ONCE TOUCHED NEVER SHAKEN.

‘Whatever decision you make in this time, it will haunt you in the time coming’, these are the words that my little brother verbalises to the thickest air. I often ask myself why do we have to govern our choice and consider about the next party or garnish your thoughts, through them you draw a picture of yourself; it was weird to me because I wanted to live my life and forget what the future holds for me. I wanted to do me and dance to every rhythm my heart plays.

That Sunday of the 1st of April, made me realise that the Lord in Heaven is still with me. My body was numb, and shaking involuntarily – and my eyes were watered with joy and pleased with powers of heaven. It was incredible what I had experienced that Sunday; I never knew that the spirit of the Lord can touch a person like me. Words cannot broadly explain the feeling I had encounter – it was overwhelming and empowering.

I testified of the Lord and about reading. Reading is close to my heart but since I have transferred from my previous school; I stopped being myself I tended to be a person I didn’t know – what I had enlisted myself in confused me. I focused on this that destroy me like porn, sleeping and lazing around  – and it satisfy my immediate appetite but my soul was losing respect for myself – but that did not awaken me from this facade I appealed to.

I concluded that we as people are to be blamed for our turmoil and depression because Jesus Christ has given us a comforter. I saw that we all go through a stage that we are not proud of and through that we can receive our priced treasure. From now on I swear to put him first and that I will do my best not because it is mandatory but rather with love, as I leave this computer I will go and be the person I am meant to and try to increase my knowledge because whatever knowledge we attain from this life, we will rise with it in the resurrection. I plan to do what I want but with the guidance of the spirit and seek counsel from the Lord in all my daily doings. I plea to be proud of myself rather than taunting myself with this I could have done. I will be a doer rather than a speaker and stand as a witness of truth and style.

I will eat my mangos naked and not be ashamed of it, I will walk with pride as I indulge with my McFurry and see to that I have done what is required of me. I will shove my skinniness to every backbiting syndicate out there because it is what they deprive me of. I will be the smartest and make sure that they know me for what I am and not what they label me for. I am great and the whole world should know that but this will only start with me.    

I testify that we are strong beyond doubt, and smarter than our possible imagination and that our Creator loves us. Let us use our skill that our father has bestowed upon us because if we do not use them, we will have to answer to the Grand Counsel in the end day.Whoever you are and whatever hemisphere you are from, today I tell you that you are special. Give yourself a hug because we all are and will always be loved. You are special and remember take every task by a fork and steak knife and enjoy it to its bitter end, for you will be rewarded in the end. This is my humble testimony, Amen.

Your Skinniest Scientist

Dr. Skinny’Scientist ph.D

Driving without drive! Really

What can make a person more positive without putting straits on him. Is it self-motivation or a focus on something that can turn into a grandeur; what can make us, humans, focus more on our goals with out draining our energy with TV or video games.

I have a disease, so do many of you out there. I do have a dream but it can only work if we can drive ourselves with passion and enthusiasm. What can turn a small piece of ember to a bushfire burning thousands of trees to ashes with out smoking your soul? It is so funny how I had drive for the past year and I just give it up because of a caucus that tend to traipse on others dreams by using stone-harsh words just to bring us down. It felt good in the past to be smart and have a argument on the socio-economy in Kenya or the harsh SS troops that gassed innocent souls in the starvation camps during the holocaust in Germany.

My life was like jam being butter on a scone, my friends were everything I dreamed of; we laughed, studied and had fun like a school of mingling fish. I loved it but now it seems like I do not have a dream or hope – I bet the adversary is having a crack about this dilemma. I wonder what would have happened if I had stayed in my previous academic institute, would I still be having cheese-coated conversation or hitting the Top 10 boards. I want to go back to my previous personality – it was fun and the Lord was my conscious at all times – but I cannot base my life on the ridiculous theorems of what ifs.

Have dreams because it is the only vivid depiction we have of a twig that we can grab in order for us to be prim and proper. I have a dream that our dreams can be possible through our Almighty. Let us hold on to the iron rode that will take us straight to the mansions that Jesus Christ is preparing for us – I just can’t wait. How good it is to know that you are doing right in this horrific journey (but we can turn those horrors to good memories). Let us enjoy these days and make sure that we make most of our schoolwork, work, extra-mural activities or life. Let us take each step like a step to a greater runaway. Let this be a goal of ours.

Therefore, it is great to have drive and a glowing coal – never let it be tell apart.

From Your Skinniest Buddy

Dr. Skinny’Scientist ph.D

P.S let me know about your lives or your awesome journeys, email me on skinnyscientist@yahoo.co.uk or twitter: OfficialySkinni.